It all started with the thought process in my mind – random things going in and out of my mind – jumbled up – things I want to do – wanted to do. Day-dream – I will do this – I will do that – and bask in the glory of having done it (in my thought process that is. )
Dear reader, don’t be confused. I can’t blame you for the confusion, but the confusion lies in my mind – in my inability to continue writing like I used to — my inability to sit down and write and subjugate the keyboard into typing my thought process.
Lack of topics to write about?
It isn’t that I have nothing to write about – this blog was never a structured blog with only information about such and such – this blog was my thought process put in words that people can read, comment and maybe learn something from. (After all there is so much to learn from other people’s mistakes).
So yes, there are things that cross my mind, things that I think about writing but I never get to write them. I think of how this could make an interesting post – and never get to write it. These thoughts come while I am doing something – cleaning the sink, washing dishes – 🙂 so obviously I can’t drag myself from doing that to my computer (it is already very difficult to get me off my desktop).
So what could it be?
Lack of time?
Well this sounds like a very good excuse for not writing – Yes yes, I know I am always struggling with not having enough time to do things. But really, how much time does it take to write? Except for articles that I need to do research on – where I need to carefully check my sources before I pen it down – blogging is about sharing the thought process. So NO – with my typing speed – don’t think time should be a problem. Is thought process slow – I think not. After all my blog is full of random ramblings – my readers would agree.
Lack of inspiration
There is plenty to inspire me. Maybe not the real real inspiration type which creates a masterpiece article – but the general day-to-day things don’t need major inspiration. Its raining beautifully – isn’t that inspiration enough? It is really up to me, what I want to use as inspiration. So No – this can’t be it.
The root of all evils. At least the root of all evils of not doing what I want to do. This is what I think it is.
But the picture is much bigger than just about writing posts on this blog – if the sakooter stops speaking – nothing will happen – nothing happened when sakooter was speaking in the first place. So what’s the big deal.
The big deal
The big deal is about making existence purposeful. And this applies to everyone. We all have dreams. We all have things we want to do in our lives. [If you don’t, you better do some soul-searching and think of living with a purpose]. We all have been given a purpose in life – to worship Allah – to serve Him. Each one of us has been gifted with different mix of abilities and in abilities that make us right for doing something. So if we are not doing what we are meant to – what are we doing with our lives?
And if we are not doing things we want to do – due to ‘blah blah blah’ reasons – then we shouldn’t expect to be able to do much with our lives.
And what a waste that would be?